My lot in life

I could easily complain about all that is going on in our family but I have decided I will not. I could get depressed, upset, angry but I won't. I have expressed some of those feelings in the past but no longer.

People constantly ask me how I hold it together or what I'm feeling. My answer is pretty much always the same - this is our lot in life and we'll make the best of it.

My reason for this decision is simple - Jenny. Despite her issue, she presses forward with life, giving 100% of herself to others. She gets upset when she can't help others out even though no one would fault her for thinking of herself during this time in her life. Sure she could make herself recluse, hide in the house, not allow visitors or go out but she is the opposite. Very much the opposite.

So I figure if my wife can keep this outlook on life then I have no reason to not follow her example.

I love her.

BOB